I continue with my trilogy
on the adjustments in the early phase of my retirement.
For me, this transition was
smooth — from “all work and no play” to a life where every day was Sunday.
However, it wasn’t quite the same for people around me, who had lived on a
“less is more” basis where I was concerned.
Ravi had retired seven
years before I did and had carved out a comfortable routine for himself. Over
the last two years of my work life (during COVID and all the way till I hung up
my boots), we had several touch points during the day — besides meal times, we
would catch up in between meetings to chitchat. Weekends continued to be packed
with doing things together.
I was under the impression
that he was starved of my company and would now welcome my presence on a 24×7
basis.
The initial few days post
my retirement were rather perplexing. I actually got the impression that he did
not like my omnipresence in his life.
I had several levels of
response to this behaviour — I was surprised at first, annoyed next, and
eventually became angry. Mercifully, we had a sit down to understand what was
going on and he calmly outlined how it could be fixed.
I too thought it through
and realised that having more time on hand did not mean that I needed to spend all
of it with him. I certainly needed to deepen my connect with him but I also
needed to give him space.
We could pick things we
couldn’t do when I was working (e.g. have longer travel plans, more frequent
outings to meet friends and relatives, and so on) but I had to identify other
avenues too that would give me joy and fulfilment.
In no time, I updated my
Life Scorecard entries (more on this in another blog) and saw my happiness
quotient (more on this too) reach the levels I wanted!
